She is my ideal woman, but not this time. I’m not ready for commitment yet. I am grateful for her, for loving me even if I didn’t take her seriously. But there’s a problem, I told her I love her. And she believed it. But I lied. What should I do? Should I tell her I was just lying at that time? I know she’s still into me, that what I said was really true. But I’m not yet the full man to stand with her for many years, to marry her. I don’t want to see her in pain because of what I did. What should I do?